I am in love with this boy and I don't know how to tell him. He is handsome, smart and down to earth. We are together almost everyday and we enjoy a lot of the same things. I kissed him once when we were at the beach and I felt my knees get soft. He took my breath away. It felt so perfect but it turned awkward really quick after he said he felt like he just kissed his sister. I felt a dagger go through my heart but I didn't let on that I was hurt. Now we pretend like it never happened. I wish we could be together, we would make the perfect couple.
One time he came to my house to pick me up and I am usually ready when he gets there but this time I waited until he came to take a shower. I walked around the house in my towel and then walked in front of him a few times in my underwear and carried on conversation like it was nothing. I saw him checking me out but he never made any advances like I hoped he would.
Should I tell him and risk losing an awesome friendship? I really don't know how much longer I can keep this inside.
Signed,
Hopeful
Why would you want him after he told you he felt like he kissed his sister?
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