I have a problem. 'Problem' is probably too light of a word for me to use in this case. I have something that hinders my thoughts and actions and has taken total control of my life. I need help and I need it right away.
I am in lust with my boss. He is not my type of man at all. He is short with a very big stomach and his head his bald and he is just hideous. But my boss has very sweet words; almost like honey and sugar mixed together. He tells me things in my ear when he comes into my work area and it makes my knees buckle and my panties wet. The last time he did that I looked him in the eyes and asked him to see me later on that night. He agreed instantly and gave me the hotel information shortly after.
That night I met with him and had the best sex of my life. It was so good that I haven't been able to focus on anything else. At work, I am the one whispering to him and flirting with him. When his wife calls or visits the office I get upset. My work production has decreased and my professionalism has gone to the dogs. I cannot believe this man has such a hold on me. I cannot stop thinking about how he made my body explode with pleasure.
He has threatened to terminate my employment if I cannot get myself together. I am trying so hard to do so but all I want is some more of his sweetness. I told him I needed a dose of his medicine to get me back on track and he said he regrets the day he laid his hands on my body. That hurt me bad to say the least and I am now on a path to change his mind about me. I would just like to have him one more time and make it so that he is the one chasing me again.
My friends don't understand my obsession with him. They think he is disgusting but who feels it, knows it (wink). I dress in my best and make sure I look as sexy as possible every day but all I get is unwanted attention from the other men at work.
I just want him again and I will be satisfied. I feel like I need him in order to move on.
What should I do????
Signed,
Craving Him
